teman vs teman tapi mesra??...

huwaa..period pain attack me again.,,n made me more sensitive!..bout me..life? love?..arghhh...now. i wanted say bout this.about my relationship..about me n him...relationships may sometimes be confusing if we aren't for sure whether we are just friends or something ..what do you want from me?..do you want my love?..or do you want my friendship?..you confuse me through what you say..you say you love me..but don't seem to care..why don't we just be friends?..nothing more.nothing less..perhaps you still have feelings for me..but why don't you show them?..why must you hurt me this way?.i still love you.but I just want to know..do you feel the same?..even though we are not together.i care about you more than ever..when we talk I feel so close to you..i don't know what i'm supposed to do..I have almost forgotten what you did to me..i was hurting in every part of me..i was sad knowing this is how it came to be ..but now I am happy that you are there for me..i gave you my tears.... gave you my heart..you made me happy..right from the start..when I write this now..i start to think ..how happy you make me..for you and only you I must thank..that it!..