back again.

ermm..da lme xbkak blog nih..lately bz sgt2..now pun..rest jap..tu pun jri tkene pisau..tu la..huhu..xtau nk ckp ape..lately nih jgk..mcm2 jdi..aku da jdi konpius..yg sorg da mule nk baik2 ngn aku.(die da seda ke??).yg sorg tke cre sgt aku..but i know who i choose..wink2* =)..tpi aku xnk ade komitmen buat mse nih..oo tidakk..xnk peningkan kpale..kan?...tpi arituh i knal ngn this guy..kt facebook,,ok la die..tpi die 21.hehe,,umo adik aku..
so aku anggap die cm adik..tpi die suda nk lebey2..bole tahan la die..tpi aku xnk amik risiko..last aku msg..i just cn be ur fren la beb..pstuh die xreply da msg aku..aku ke yg slah..gile ape..bru knal 3 hari nk couple...sush jgk xreti bab2 cmnih...nk pkai redah je..erm aku pun wat xtau..smpai one day..ade one girl call aku..ckp jgn kacau bf aku..
aduhaiii..ape lgi nih..rimas btul,,aku pun tnye.."did i kno u?"..then die ckp."im xx gfren"..so??"aku ckp blik...pastuh aku gelak kt die."xx tu cm adik i je la." trus diam girl tuh..sore die pun cm budak2 lgi..aduhai..rimas btul..btw..emilda huda fall in lve wif??...huhu..aku pun xtau,,agk konpius jgk..

layannnnnnnnn...

..layan lagu ni byak kali..tpi aku xtau aku spe yg aku mksudkan lirik lgu nih..aku da xde rase cinta lgi ke??>..huh??>.

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sperti pertanyaanku
tentang kamu
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lil bebel..

da 3 hari aku x membebel kt blog ..mcm2 hal la 3 hari nih ...gosip2 la..maya darina laa..huhu..aku pun xtau spe die..ni smue gosip la kot...spe yg suke gosip2 tuh...layan la kan..huhu..not for me..now.. aku bz tlong k.ejoe.. crop gmba ..design some photo for SPA Q 2..so..sape yg layan cite tuh..tgu la ye...ni kire job freelance aku la ..huhu..dpt la sikit duit blnje..aku rase cm busan da keje..huh?..hehee..ye laa..cm nk keje lain..bisnis sndri??..ntahlaa...cm nk try something new..like design t-shirt...pastuh wat online..waa..msti best kan..but not for now...aku kene tgu stabil dlu..amik lesen dlu la kan..hehe..umo da brape bru nk amik..smlm aku bukak la web pasl kete..target next year bole amik..doa2 bjaye laa...aku pun pening asik nek teksi je..kire2 bulan tuh..ckup aku bya duit kereta..xpelaa..blum mse lgi aku nk dpt smue tuh..=)..

weekend yg best..

weekend yg best,,tgok movie kt cineleisure..huhu.mula2 aku nk tgok SELAMAT PAGI CINTA.tpi org tuh ckp..nk tgok tgu dvd kuar,,hampeh..ok! die menang! beratur la beli tiket..smbil tgu nk tgok cite ape,.MADAGASCAR? layn jgak..da tgok cite ney mmg best..best sgt =)..cite ney mmg fun abis..spe yg nk ajak aku tgok lgi..aku ikot jgak..hehe.setelah sekian lame xberjalan-jalan..akhirnye kuar jgak..lagi2 yan yang blanje tgok wayang...suke aku..kepale pun ringan je...hehe

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pagi ni aku sgt busan.da bfast ngntuk..arinih aku blnje apam bfast..huhu baek ati kamo kan alun..so pasni nk wat ape..keje xde...huh,,time ade keje mengeluh..aku da xtau nk buat ape..anne cuti..msing2 buat keje lain.bkak lagu.hardcore ..metal la..aduhaii..pecah tinge..busan..myspace..friendster..facebook..smue aku da bukak..berita la..layan youtube xtau nk bukak ape..tiap kali nk bukak.sangkut.,.tensen..ape aku nk buat nih..tulungg!!! serabutt!!

moody..

semalam blik kje pukul 6 ptg..wahh best giler.blik awal...aku pun tgu la teksi cm biase..tgu dan tgu ..dpatla teksi..driver india..naik je la..hujan pun mkin lebat...da naik ni..da pusing roundbout...die patah blik tempat tdi..mamat ni knape.pastu die ckp ngn aku."xbole anta la dik.gas abis.." hahahaa..bodo btul kan..naik hangin aku..aku suh pun suh die anta kt dpan ou..hampeh btul..da smpai ou..aku amik kupon teksi..9 rgt aku kene..tdi kene ngn india tuh 5 rgt..argghh tensen aku..msg pun smpai..
yan : "awak kt mne?..da smpai lum?.sye tgu kt kedai bwah"
aku : on da way..(kang ckp pnjg2 die byk tnye)..hehe
..sian yan..lame tgu aku..padahal nk gi keje da ptg tuh...aku sje je msg tdi nk ajak minum kt bwah,.,die nk tgu aku jgk...aku pun gatal msg die wat ape..hehehehe..da nek teksi..jem plak..hurm hujan lebat..tdo best nih..tibe2 uncle teksi tu ajak aku bebual pulak...aku iyekan je la..pdahal aku xdgr ape die ckp...lantakla..penat sgt..smpai je flora..aku trus gi kedai mkn...nmpak yan bace paper..aku dtg die wat xtau je..hampeh...marahla tuh..aku lmbt..aku pun duk la...hangin jgk sbb xde spe nk order minum...yan lantak bace paper..die tersengih2..aku pun xtau npe..lantak ko la..die tau aku msti hangin..tibe-tibe die ckp.."sabtu ni sye nk kuar, ngn my friend"..aku pun ok je la ..tpi dalam ati aku...nk sgt tau die kuar ngn spe..kang tnye lebey2 die ingt aku jles..huh...diamkan je...tpi aku da xde mood..aku pun bce je la paper..die ckp aku buat xtau je..."awak ?"..aku ckp npe...yan diam..die tau aku da lain.,.maybe die da knal aku kot..mne aku nk smbunyi muke aku nih kalo da mrah..msti die perasan...aduhaii..aku pun syp je laa...die trus amik phone..call taxi..die tgok aku lgi..aku ckp"call la taxi cepat." die snyum..huh..geram btul aku kt die nih...aku pun da xde mood..taxi pun lambt.,.aku da xtau nk ckp ape ngn die...die je nk ajk bual..aku iyekan je laa...ok..taxi da smpai..lega aku..die hulur tgan..aku pun salam..die gosok kepala aku..huh..sian plak xbebual sgt ngn die...die pun sgup tgu aku lame ..nk teman aku minum.(.alun2..ko ni moody btul)..aku pun naik umah..da kt umah busan....apelagi aku pun zZzzzzZ.....

jiwa kacau..

am i good enough...

finally convo jgak..

gambar ni da lame..tpi nk upload jgak..hehee

my dear friend..

ermm..da lpas bce blog ko sue...xpcaye da ko da nk kwin kan...rindunye kt ko..dalm ati sdey sgt... rindu mse kite lepak2 kt curve..ngn liya ..karoke jamban plak tuh..hehehe...aku syg sgt kt su..die da mcm adik bradik aku ..bile aku dengar die da jumpe org yg betul2 syg die..aku bersyukur sgt,,,aku dapt rasekan kesedihan die dlu..aku pun terasa tempiasnye..aku xsuke org mainkan perasaan kwan aku,.,,tpi skrg..aku da xpyah risau..aiem la lelaki yg terbaik tuk die..thanx abg aiem!..ermm..kdg2 aku xdengar ckp sue..aku degil..aku tau die mrahkan aku ,,sbb die xnak aku skit..mntak maaf ey sue...aku xdengr ckp ko..=(,,ermm hujan lebat nih..xpasl2 aku pun hujan sekali..to sue...i luv u so much...ko jgn lupe kan aku tau...

1- 5..not 6..

1..Life is much better now dear..thanx =)
2..Im happy wif U.. i really mean it..wink2~~
3..thanx again!..i cnt stop say that lol~~
4..u complete my life now..
5..dun evr go away from me..i will kill u..hahaha,,just jokin..(but u dun evr try ok?)>.

no 6..i din hope so much...

just follow the flow..

he’s my only one
i give him all my love
i just go on and on…

no one’s gonna take him away from me..

everyday and everynight
i just wanna hold him tight
and make sure that everything stays night
and everyday and every night
to dream of him is mu delight and know that
he’ll stay with me all the way

mmg busan,..

busannye..xtau ape nk buat..da 2 hari aku xbz..mcm lain je rase..rase penat..ngntuk..busan!..busan!..dan smlam aku teringat dpt msg dri dia...die ckp..suke ati aku ape aku nk ckp...cmtu je kan..die xde rase bersalah ke kt aku??...ermm biala..past is past rite...aku pun da xde rase ape2 pun...senang kate..org cmtu xperlu dilayan...
kan??

ok..cite lain,,,..DIA teman aku mkn smlm...rase best sgt..walaupun aku penat...aku suke sgt die ade ngn aku..tpi die rase x ape aku rase kt die ek...aku rindu sgt kt die...da lame aku xjumpe die...tpi biala kan...just follow the flow..aku da penat sebenarnya nk ckp lagi kt die yg aku xbole lupakan die...aku xbole lupe kes aku jumpe die..aku menangis depan die...aku ckp.."i xbole lupekan u.. "

last warning...

jgn kacau aku bole x?..ko la org yg pelik penah aku jumpe..xde pendirian..aku xkesah pun kalo xde..ko bukan org yang aku cari..smpai bile2..aku xperlukan org cam ko..sori aku ckp...skrg nih..aku suke ngn life aku..aku xkesah ape jdi kt life aku..aku x susahkan sape2 pun....setakat ko nk ym ckp ko nk blik kat die..baik xpayh..ko ingt aku nk meraung ke..ko ingt aku nk ngis...sorry..aku xkan ade kene mengena lgi dengan ko..n finally..aku bersyukur,,aku jumpe org yang appreciate aku...x mcm ko..last but not least..jgn kcau hidup aku lgi..dan aku 8 kali xkacau hidup ko..sekian...

Do you want me?
Could you love me?
Could you see me in your life?

Could you walk with me hand in hand with your head up high?
Or would you hang your head down low
hiding your face from everyone you know?

Do you like me for who I am?
Or are your words full of lies -
afraid to tell the truth that lies inside?

Are you the one?
Could this all be true?
That you are the one for me and I am the one for you?

Is this just a game that you like to play?
Play with their heads and then play with their hearts,
then shoot them out and let their worlds grow dark?

Now you know the questions that lie inside -
are you willing to answer or
are you more likely to hide?

teman vs teman tapi mesra??...

huwaa..period pain attack me again.,,n made me more sensitive!..bout me..life? love?..arghhh...now. i wanted say bout this.about my relationship..about me n him...relationships may sometimes be confusing if we aren't for sure whether we are just friends or something ..what do you want from me?..do you want my love?..or do you want my friendship?..you confuse me through what you say..you say you love me..but don't seem to care..why don't we just be friends?..nothing more.nothing less..perhaps you still have feelings for me..but why don't you show them?..why must you hurt me this way?.i still love you.but I just want to know..do you feel the same?..even though we are not together.i care about you more than ever..when we talk I feel so close to you..i don't know what i'm supposed to do..I have almost forgotten what you did to me..i was hurting in every part of me..i was sad knowing this is how it came to be ..but now I am happy that you are there for me..i gave you my tears.... gave you my heart..you made me happy..right from the start..when I write this now..i start to think ..how happy you make me..for you and only you I must thank..that it!..

all made me crazy...

I didn’t want you
When you wanted me
Then I wanted you
And you didn’t want me
Now that I don’t want you anymore
You want me more than ever
So today you say to me
I love yo
But today I say
I don’t want you..fullstop!

sygnye kt die...

arini smpai ofis lmbat.huhu..dengn seperti biase..aku cri adik aku z..syg btul aku kt die..die la adik laki aku.walaupun adik angkt..bru knal...apperciate sgt bile die ckp..alun ..alun jdi kakak z la..terharu rase..tdi aku gi tempat die,,die ckp..alun ..z kene buang keje...tekejut gile aku..npe ek....z designer yg bgus pun nk buang..mungkin rezeki die xde kt sini..tpi aku xde kwan la..die pun cm sedey...aduhaii..sian aku tgok die..saba je la kan...

thanx love~~~

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
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Tak akan terulang lagi
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Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

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Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku
Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu


~~sgt layan lagu nih.ngeeeee.this song terigtkan aku kt someone..org yang aku syg..syg sgt!...
walaupun aku dan dia sekadar kawan,...aku selesa..mngkin die dan aku perlukan mase...aku da mule baik semula...we renew relationship together..not serius relationship...but teman tapi mesra??
hehe..im happy wif him..so happy..thanx love..!wink wink..~

nyum,..nyum...

terase nk mkan di kala tgh tensen2 nih...huwaaaaaaaaa

memboring KAN?

simplicity of life bores me..everyday,,,wake up,.,work..bout work..kene marah...stress..tpi ni bidang yg aku plih..aku da biase,,,.. n back home..sleep..smpai adik2 aku,,ckp..eee..alun ni xde life...alun ni penat dik oi,,,
no life at all kan?...every day is like a program...kan?..got to leave this habitat now..nk lariiiiiiiiii..tpi nk gi mne ?? xpela ..ni la time mencabar aku kan...

emilda talk to herself..

I cannot hide myself from me;
I can see what others can never see;
I know what others can never know,
I cannot fool myself, and so

Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and conscience free.

am i wrong

am i wrong to love him..
am i wrong to miss him..
damn..!!
he everything to me..
cmne aku nk lupekan die
aku xkan lupekan die selagi die dekat ngan aku..
aku sayang dia!

Oh, secret admirer

Oh, secret admirer
When you're around the autumn feels like summer
How come you're always messing up with the weather?
Just like you do to me....

My silly admirer
How come you never send me bouquet of flowers?
It's whole lot better than disturbing my slumber
If you keep knocking at my door

Last night in my sleep
I dreamt of you riding on my counting sheep
Oh how you're always bouncing
Oh you look so destructing

Dear handsome admirer
I always think that you're a very nice fellow
But suddenly you make me feel so mellow
Every time you say hello


And every time you look at me
I wish you vanish and disappear into the air
How come you keep on smiling?
Oh! You look so annoying.

My secret admirer
I never thought my heart could be so yearning
Please tell me now why you try to ignore me
'Cause I do miss you so
['cause I do miss you so...]

My silly admirer
['cause I do miss you so...]
My handsome admirer
['cause I do miss you so...]
Dear secret admirer
['cause I do miss you so...]
'Cause I do miss you so
['cause I do miss you so...]

emilda luv to..

1. love
2. smile
3. pampered..
4. hug..
5. attention

its me..but sometimes i moody..like crying like a baby..burukkan,,anyway im sensitive..smpai org annoying kt aku,.hahaha,

she say im a sweet fren..

now....yee da nk resign. so sad,,but i think gud 4 her..her own decision rite?.haih..rindu kalo die ckp cmtuh..yee so sweet fren too..!..she know me a lot..if aku ade poblem..die la tempat aku meluahkan..lepas nih?..nk mengadu kt sape,,,huh..i dun care yee,,i kol u jgk nti..hahaha..luv u !

luvemilda

finally i hv my blog jgk..ngeee..

arini,.byk keje nk di kerjakan..mate da berair..kepale da skit....hohoh0...tpi smbil buat keje ..dnga lagu D'MASSIV..cinta ini membunuhku....teringt kt die...smalm aku byk merepek..tnye soalan yg annoying..tpi die tetap jwab dengan selamba,,mnela aku xbole lupekan die..sush sgt2..cmane ??....hurmm...he just said,,just follow the flow..die takut..aku lgi takut....maybe sikap aku kot?tpi die ? whatever la kan...biala ,,byk sgt pikir kang,,sakit ati..tpi sakit ati pun syang die jgk ..ngeeeee...